Tuesday, December 16, 2003
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Long time never blog le...
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Hm... Today I and jaslyn and weeyang went to YCK badmninton hall, to train me... it was great... loved it... now everyday must makem myself work harder... run faster etc... Hm.. haven't die yet, cause they give mercy... I want to die then never die... *sob* anyway... yea... its fun... and after the training, we went to KFC talk cock... and about badminton, which spite me... and When I heard that I had a chance to get into the team in june, I was so pissed and angry... wanted to jump down from the 11th floor... :'( so sad... I was in tears, but covered by my hand... slght only, at the side of the eyes... so sad.. Now that I remember it, I wanna just flung myself out of the window... hope that I got another chance and that time would go back... :'( Maybe dying is the best option... anyway... Maybe want to quit badminton and join second CCa... dunno... see first... :'( Hai...
So sad...
Want to cry...
Want to die...
*deaD*
and I plan to indulge and submerse myself in the world of the RO saga for the next few days... and complete my h/w... and to make myself do PT too...
Yea... bye... sleep...
express yourself {4:51 AM}